Courtroom Truths

Hold the Front Page · Chapter 5 of 15

No Return Address

By My Life Story Editorial · Published · Updated

On Monday, Owen put his check log on my desk before taking off his jacket. The first page had several entries, and for a moment the quantity encouraged me. Then I noticed the repeated word at the ends of the lines: unconfirmed. He stood while I read, not reaching for the chair until I offered it.

"No sender," he said. "No way to establish who put it on your desk. The envelope doesn't give us an origin. The people who might once have handled the grievance aren't a chain back to whoever sent this."

I asked whether he had contacted anyone using Nora's name. He said he had not circulated the accusation or sought private papers. His checks concerned the packet itself and the ordinary circumstances of the letter. What I had learned from Nora remained the only direct account of its origin. Nothing he could establish made the anonymous assertion stronger.

"And the wording?" I asked.

"The sender says it resembles something. That's the entire evidence for resemblance." He rested one finger on the photocopy. "We've got a real complaint and an unidentified person's opinion. We don't have an independent connection between them."

I read the log again, this time as a record of limits instead of effort. Owen had separated what he had examined from what he had been told. Beside my account of Nora's retained letter he had written, 'Editor reports seeing original.' He had not promoted my visit into a second source.

Maura appeared in the doorway carrying a folded sheet with rectangles drawn across it. She wanted a cover promise for the supplement, something short enough to fit above the fold. The printer needed dimensions settled; advertisers wanted to know what sort of issue their money was buying. She had no patience for an empty rectangle.

"We can't promise this lead," Owen said.

"I'm asking Ellis what we can promise," she answered. She put the sheet over the edge of his log, not quite covering it. "The project was supposed to distinguish us from everybody reprinting national coverage. Tell me the local part."

I should have moved her sheet aside and pointed to the repeated word. Instead I asked for a pencil. I wrote, 'A local lead: what can be verified?' The question seemed careful to me. It promised a process rather than an answer, and I said so, pleased to have found language that might satisfy both rooms.

"That's working copy," I added. "No name. No implication that we've established a connection. It isn't approved for release."

Maura read it, then looked at me. "A process doesn't sell many extra copies. But I'll see what fits." She took the page away before Owen could say anything. I let her go because I wanted the problem to be a matter of fit.

Owen asked whether his assignment was now finished. I said to write up the limits of the checks and keep the materials together. He waited, expecting something more definite. I told him there would be no article without corroboration. He nodded, but his pencil stayed poised over the log.

The named assignment sheet was still in the shared project folder. I had put it there so Maura could see what work I had authorized and Owen could find the instructions without asking me. Nora's name sat at the top, followed by the tidy phrase 'provenance only.' I saw it when I added Owen's log. I did not remove it.

My reasoning was administrative: a project record ought to be complete; moving a sheet might confuse the checks; everyone involved already knew the name. Each explanation concerned the convenience of three people at the office. None concerned the woman identified by the heading. I closed the folder and returned it to the production shelf.

Late that afternoon Maura asked from her room whether the local lead folder was current. I called back that it was, then added that nothing in it was publishable yet. She said she understood. I took comfort in the word 'yet,' as if time alone would supply what the reporting had not.

Before leaving, Owen handed me his finished log. There were no new findings. I initialed the bottom and put it beside the assignment sheet, making the packet look more complete than it had that morning. My signature certified that I had read a failure to corroborate. On the shelf, it looked very much like progress.

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