Justice, Work and Dignity

The Summer Martha Became Visible · Chapter 3 of 6

Chapter 3

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He was not standing well.

One hand gripped the iron bedframe.

The other clenched the back of a chair he had dragged upright.

His legs shook so violently that Martha could see the tremors even in the dim morning light.

But he was standing.

Both boots were on the floor.

Both knees were beneath him.

And his full weight rested on legs that had once done nothing at all.

Martha could not speak.

Colum looked toward her.

His face was white from effort.

“You going to help,” he breathed, “or stare?”

Martha’s eyes filled before she could stop them.

“You fool.”

“Probably.”

His right knee buckled.

Martha lunged.

She caught him around the waist.

They crashed together against the cot.

Colum laughed.

Martha slapped his shoulder.

“You could have broken your neck!”

“I stood.”

“You could have called me.”

“I stood.”

“You knocked over half the room.”

“I stood.”

Martha looked at him.

The joy in his face transformed him.

For months she had watched him fight despair with anger.

Now something else was there.

Possibility.

He whispered it once more.

“I stood.”

Martha wrapped both arms around his neck.

Neither of them expected the embrace.

Colum froze.

Martha did too.

For one breath they remained that way.

Then she pulled back quickly.

“Well.”

“Well,” he echoed.

Martha wiped her eyes.

“You’re cleaning this mess.”

Colum looked at the overturned chair.

“That might take all day.”

“You made it.”

“Worth it.”

From that morning forward, their lives changed again.

Colum trained every day.

At first standing was the victory.

Then shifting weight.

Then taking one foot half an inch forward.

His body had forgotten the simplest things.

Balance.

Pressure.

The difference between leaning and falling.

Every movement had to be relearned.

Martha became coach, nurse and merciless judge.

“Again.”

“My leg’s done.”

“Your leg doesn’t get a vote.”

“You said yesterday I was pushing too hard.”

“Yesterday you were.”

“And today?”

“Today you’re whining.”

“You’re enjoying this.”

“A little.”

By mid-December, Colum could move five steps using crutches.

By Christmas, eight.

They celebrated Christmas quietly.

Martha cooked the last of a cured ham she had been saving.

Colum gave her a wooden box.

It was simple but beautifully made, carved with tiny wheat stalks around the lid.

“What is this?”

“Open it.”

Inside lay Samuel’s broken pocket watch.

Repaired.

Martha stared.

The watch had stopped the morning Samuel died.

She had placed it in a drawer and forgotten it.

Now the tiny second hand moved again.

Tick.

Tick.

Tick.

Martha’s throat closed.

“How?”

“Cleaned the gears. Made a new spring from a piece of that broken clock.”

She looked at him.

“You had no right.”

Colum’s expression fell.

“I thought—”

Martha crossed the room and kissed his cheek.

It lasted barely a second.

But Colum did not move for a long time afterward.

“Thank you,” she whispered.

He touched the place she had kissed.

“You’re welcome.”

The happiness lasted four days.

Then Amos came.

He arrived on horseback through fresh snow.

Martha stepped onto the porch.

Colum was inside practicing with the crutches.

“What?”

Amos held up a folded paper.

“Thought you should see this.”

Martha took it.

She read slowly.

Her stomach tightened.

“What is it?” Colum called from inside.

Amos smiled.

“Bank lien.”

Martha looked up sharply.

“That loan isn’t due until spring.”

“Original agreement says creditor may call outstanding balance in case of agricultural insolvency.”

“I paid the December taxes.”

“Yes. Impressive.”

“How do you know?”

“I asked.”

Martha hated the satisfaction in his eyes.

“What do you want, Amos?”

“To buy the farm.”

“No.”

“You owe sixty-three dollars on Samuel’s note.”

“I know what I owe.”

“Bank wants it by February fifteenth.”

“That’s six weeks.”

“Exactly.”

Martha folded the paper carefully.

“You bought the note.”

Amos did not answer.

That was answer enough.

“You bought Samuel’s debt.”

“Business.”

“You’ve been waiting for this.”

“I’ve been trying to keep Higgins land together.”

“This was never Higgins land.”

“My father helped Samuel settle it.”

“Your father loaned him a plow.”

“And now you’re wasting it.”

Martha stepped off the porch.

Amos’s horse shifted.

“What did you pay for the note?”

“Doesn’t matter.”

“It matters to me.”

“Sixty-three dollars matters.”

Colum appeared in the doorway.

He stood on crutches.

Amos’s expression changed.

For once, the man was genuinely speechless.

Colum stepped onto the porch.

Slowly.

Carefully.

One crutch.

Then the other.

“What?” he asked.

Amos stared at his legs.

“You’re walking.”

“Seems that way.”

“Doc Hollis said—”

“Doc Hollis was wrong.”

Martha handed Colum the notice.

He read it.

His jaw tightened.

“Who owns the note?”

“I do,” Amos said.

Colum looked up.

“And you can call it?”

“Already did.”

“How much did you pay?”

Amos’s smile returned.

“You going to threaten me?”

“No.”

“Good. Because you’re not in the mountains now.”

Colum leaned against one crutch.

“You should go.”

“This isn’t your farm.”

“No.”

His gaze became cold.

“But you’re still leaving.”

Amos looked from Colum to Martha.

Then mounted.

“February fifteenth.”

He turned the horse toward the road.

“After that, this place belongs to me.”

Martha watched until he disappeared.

Only when he was gone did she sit heavily on the porch step.

Colum lowered himself beside her.

“We’ll find it.”

“Sixty-three dollars in six weeks?”

“Yes.”

“How?”

He looked toward the barn.

Then toward the snow-covered timber beyond the north field.

“You still own those twenty acres along Beaver Creek?”

“Twenty-two.”

“Cottonwood?”

“Some.”

“Walnut?”

“Three stands.”

Colum nodded.

“What?”

“I used to build furniture.”

Martha stared at him.

“In the mountains?”

“Before.”

“Before what?”

“Before I decided people were more trouble than trees.”

“People may have proved your point.”

“They did.”

He looked toward the farmhouse.

“I can make chairs.”

“You can barely walk.”

“I can sit.”

“You need tools.”

“Your barn’s full of Samuel’s.”

“Rusty.”

“I’ve seen worse.”

“You need buyers.”

“We go to town.”

Martha laughed.

“Half the town would rather freeze than buy kindling from me.”

“They don’t need to buy from you.”

His eyes met hers.

“They’ll buy from me.”

It began with a chair.

A proper kitchen chair made from walnut.

Colum worked for seven days.

He shaped every joint by hand.

Martha sanded.

Together they rubbed the wood with linseed oil.

The finished chair looked better than anything in Martha’s house.

She ran her hand along the back.

“How much?”

“Six dollars.”

She stared.

“For a chair?”

“For that chair.”

“You’re proud of yourself.”

“Yes.”

They loaded it onto a sled.

Colum refused to remain home.

The journey to Oak Ridge took nearly two hours.

Martha pulled the sled behind her mare while Colum rode stiffly in the saddle, his crutches tied alongside.

People noticed when they entered town.

Men came out of the feed store.

Women stopped outside the mercantile.

A child pointed.

“That’s the broken man!”

His mother slapped his hand down.

Martha ignored them.

They took the chair to Ezra Pike’s store.

Ezra examined it.

“Who made this?”

“I did,” Colum said.

Ezra looked at his crutches.

“Really?”

“Really.”

He turned the chair over.

Tested the joints.

Sat.

Rocked backward.

“You use pegs?”

“Pegs and hide glue.”

“How much?”

“Six.”

Ezra snorted.

“I’ll give three.”

“Then stand.”

Ezra blinked.

Colum reached for the chair.

Ezra stayed seated.

“Five.”

“Six.”

“Five and a half.”

Colum considered.

“Done.”

Martha stared at the silver coins Ezra placed on the counter.

Five dollars and fifty cents.

More money than she had made selling eggs in three months.

Outside, Martha looked at Colum.

“You smiled.”

“No.”

“You did.”

“Wind.”

“The wind moved your mouth?”

“Strong wind.”

They returned home and built another chair.

Then a bench.

Then two stools.

Word spread.

Customers began placing orders.

Not many.

But enough.

By January twentieth, Martha had thirty-nine dollars hidden in the flour tin.

Then disaster came.

A blizzard trapped them for four days.

A walnut tree fell across the workshop lean-to.

Half of their finished furniture was ruined.

The cow developed a fever.

Their mare cut her leg.

Martha sat at the kitchen table one night staring at the remaining twenty-four days.

“We won’t make it.”

Colum was standing without crutches now, one hand against the wall.

“Yes, we will.”

“Stop saying that.”

“You prefer I say we’re doomed?”

“I prefer truth.”

“Truth is we still have time.”

“The bench is split. Two chairs are soaked. The cow may die.”

“The cow won’t die.”

“You suddenly a veterinarian?”

“No.”

“Then don’t promise.”

Colum approached slowly.

Each step was still deliberate.

Martha looked at him.

“You think walking again means every impossible thing can be fixed.”

“No.”

“Then what?”

He stopped across from her.

“I think people decide something is impossible too soon.”

Martha looked away.

Colum sat.

“When I woke after that bear attack, I couldn’t feel anything below my ribs.”

She said nothing.

“Doctor on the ridge told me I’d be dead in two days.”

Martha looked back.

“Then I lived.”

He continued.

“Another doctor said I’d never sit upright.”

He gave a slight smile.

“Then you made me sit upright because you needed the pillow.”

“That was a good pillow.”

“I noticed.”

She almost laughed.

“Then everyone said I would never stand.”

His hand covered hers.

“And one morning I knocked your furniture across the room.”

Martha looked at their joined hands.

“I’m not saying every impossible thing becomes possible.”

His voice softened.

“I’m saying we don’t bury it while it’s still breathing.”

Martha’s eyes stung.

She squeezed his hand.

“All right.”

“All right?”

“We keep going.”

The cow recovered.

The mare’s leg healed.

Colum salvaged enough walnut to build another bench.

Martha began baking bread to sell alongside the furniture.

Then something unexpected happened.

People from outside Oak Ridge began coming.

A rancher from twelve miles west ordered a dining table.

A hotel owner passing through saw one of Colum’s chairs and ordered six.

A schoolteacher commissioned shelves.

Money entered the flour tin faster than Martha dared count.

February fourteenth arrived beneath a brilliant blue sky.

Martha emptied the tin.

Sixty-one dollars and forty cents.

She stared.

Colum counted again.

“Short.”

“One dollar sixty.”

“We can sell my coat.”

“No.”

“My rifle.”

“No.”

“Martha.”

“Absolutely not.”

“It’s a rifle.”

“It was your father’s.”

He looked at her.

“How do you know?”

“You told me in October.”

“You remember everything?”

“Only things that matter.”

Silence passed between them.

Then someone knocked.

Martha opened the door.

Mrs. Turner from town stood outside holding a basket.

“Morning.”

Martha blinked.

Mrs. Turner had once laughed loudly when someone called Martha a draft horse at church.

“What can I do for you?”

The woman looked uncomfortable.

“My daughter’s getting married.”

Martha waited.

“I heard you make wedding cakes.”

“I make cakes.”

“Could you?”

Martha glanced toward Colum.

He looked at the coins on the table.

“How much?” Martha asked.

Mrs. Turner shifted.

“Two dollars?”

Martha smiled slowly.

“I can.”

The following afternoon, Martha walked into Amos Higgins’s office carrying sixty-three dollars.

She placed every coin on his desk.

Amos stared at them.

Then at her.

“You’re early.”

“By three hours.”

His mouth tightened.

He counted.

Every coin.

Twice.

“You sold something?”

“Work.”

Amos looked toward the street.

Colum waited outside.

Standing.

Without crutches.

Amos’s face hardened.

“You think this changes what people think of you?”

Martha smiled.

The question no longer wounded her.

“That may be the difference between us, Amos.”

“What?”

“I stopped caring.”

She picked up the canceled note.

Then walked out.

Colum waited in the sunlight.

“Well?”

Martha held up the paper.

“Farm’s ours.”

He looked at the document.

Then at her.

“Ours?”

Martha realized what she had said.

Colum did too.

Neither corrected it.

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