Justice, Work and Dignity

The Letter From Bitter Creek · Chapter 6 of 6

Chapter 6

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Martha knew Abigail before the wagon stopped.

Some people remain recognizable no matter how much life alters them.

Abigail looked smaller.

That was the first thing Martha noticed.

Not physically.

Though she had lost weight.

The woman who once seemed powerful enough to control an entire house now sat stiffly beside a hired driver with one battered trunk at her feet.

Callum came out of the stable.

He saw Martha's face.

Then the wagon.

"Her?"

Martha nodded.

"You want me here?"

She considered the question.

"Yes."

Callum stood beside her.

Not ahead.

Beside.

The wagon stopped.

Abigail climbed down.

For several seconds, nobody spoke.

Then Abigail looked at Martha.

"You've gained color."

Martha almost laughed.

That was Abigail's first sentence after seven months.

Not I'm sorry.

Not hello.

Not you look happy.

You've gained color.

Martha folded her arms.

"Hello, Abigail."

Her stepmother's eyes moved to Callum.

"So this is him."

Callum said nothing.

Abigail inspected his scar.

Martha noticed.

She also noticed Callum did not flinch.

"What are you doing here?" Martha asked.

Abigail's mouth tightened.

"The boarding house is gone."

"I heard."

"Grimsby's creditors seized it."

"You signed away nearly everything."

"I was desperate."

"So was I."

Abigail looked away.

The wagon driver cleared his throat.

"Ma'am, I'm headed back."

Abigail nodded.

The driver unloaded the trunk.

Then left.

Martha stared at it.

"You planned to stay."

Abigail lifted her chin.

"I hoped my daughter would not leave me homeless."

Martha felt the old pressure immediately.

Duty.

Shame.

The expectation that Martha would solve whatever problem stood before her.

She almost said yes automatically.

Then Callum's hand brushed hers.

Not grabbing.

Not guiding.

A reminder.

Choice.

"How long?" Martha asked.

Abigail looked offended.

"I don't know."

"Then we need to discuss it before you bring that trunk inside."

Abigail stared.

Martha had never spoken to her this way.

"I'm your mother."

"Stepmother."

"I raised you."

"My father raised me."

"I fed you."

Martha almost laughed.

"No."

Abigail's cheeks reddened.

"You were always ungrateful."

There it was.

The old weapon.

Martha felt it hit.

But this time it did not enter as deeply.

Callum remained silent.

Martha said, "Why did you come?"

"Because Clementine refuses to take me."

Martha blinked.

"What?"

"Your sister thinks working in Denver has made her independent."

"It has."

"She told me she has one room."

"Probably true."

"She said she won't abandon her employment."

Martha nearly smiled.

That sounded unlike the Clementine she knew.

Perhaps Denver had changed her.

Or perhaps freedom had simply introduced Clementine to herself.

Abigail continued.

"I had nowhere else."

Martha looked at the mountains.

Then at the woman who had once agreed to exchange ten years of her life for a debt.

Martha did not hate Abigail.

That surprised her.

But she did not trust her either.

"You can stay in the bunkhouse for two weeks."

Abigail recoiled.

"The bunkhouse?"

"It has a stove and beds."

"You expect me to sleep where laborers slept?"

Callum raised one eyebrow.

Martha almost smiled.

"Yes."

Abigail looked at the cabin.

"You have a spare room."

"No."

"Martha—"

"No."

The word came easily now.

"You may stay two weeks. During that time we'll find another arrangement."

Abigail turned to Callum.

"Are you allowing her to speak to me this way?"

Callum's expression became almost amused.

"Allowing?"

"You're her husband."

"That's right."

"Then control your wife."

Martha waited.

Callum scratched his beard.

"I've had better luck controlling avalanches."

Martha laughed.

Abigail did not.

She moved into the bunkhouse.

The next several days were awkward.

Martha brought food.

Abigail criticized it.

"Too much rosemary."

Callum ate two bowls.

Martha stopped asking.

Abigail complained about the bed.

Martha offered an extra blanket.

Abigail complained the blanket smelled like cedar.

Martha said, "Yes."

Abigail became furious at the lack of apology.

By the fourth day, something changed.

A woman named Nora Jenkins arrived to collect pies for the mercantile.

She hugged Martha.

"Your peach sold out before ten."

Abigail watched.

Later, two miners stopped to purchase bread directly.

Then Esther arrived with fabric and stayed for coffee.

Abigail sat silently as people entered Martha's home and treated her with admiration.

That evening, Abigail asked, "They all know you?"

"Yes."

"Why?"

Martha looked at her.

"Because I live here."

"No. I mean..."

Abigail stopped.

Martha understood the unfinished sentence.

Why do they like you?

She did not rescue Abigail from it.

"They know me."

That answer mattered.

Not the cook.

Not the heavy one.

Not a burden.

Martha.

On the seventh day, Abigail entered the cabin while Martha prepared dough.

She sat at the table.

For nearly a minute she said nothing.

Then, "The judge sent documents."

Martha kept kneading.

"What documents?"

"Grimsby is being prosecuted."

"I heard."

"They asked about your labor."

Martha stopped.

"What did you tell them?"

Abigail looked down.

"The truth."

Martha did not move.

Abigail's voice weakened.

"I told them you worked without wages."

"Why?"

"Because it was true."

"You've never cared much about truth when it made you look bad."

The words sounded harsh.

Martha did not regret them.

Abigail flinched.

"I suppose I deserve that."

Martha returned to kneading.

Silence.

Then Abigail said, "Your father loved you more than Clementine."

Martha's hands stopped again.

"What?"

"I resented it."

Martha turned.

Abigail's face looked tired.

"He trusted you. Asked your opinion. Took you fishing. Taught you accounts."

"He loved Clementine too."

"Yes. But differently."

Martha waited.

Abigail twisted her fingers.

"When he died, I was afraid."

Martha said nothing.

"The mine settlement was smaller than promised. I owed suppliers. Grimsby offered loans."

"That doesn't explain what you did to me."

"No."

Abigail looked at her.

"I began blaming you because..."

Her voice cracked.

"Because you were strong."

Martha frowned.

"You think that excuses it?"

"No."

"I carried everything."

"I know."

"You called me expensive while I skipped meals."

Abigail closed her eyes.

"I know."

"You let men laugh at me."

"I know."

"You were going to send me to a camp where women died."

Tears appeared in Abigail's eyes.

"I know."

Martha felt anger rise.

"Then say it."

Abigail looked confused.

"Say what you did."

The room became very quiet.

Callum was outside.

No one could save either woman from the truth.

Abigail whispered, "I tried to sell your labor to pay my debt."

Martha's eyes burned.

"Louder."

"I tried to sell your labor."

"And?"

Abigail trembled.

"I treated you like you weren't..."

She stopped.

Martha waited.

"Like you weren't my daughter."

Martha wiped flour from her hands.

"No. You treated me like I wasn't human."

Abigail cried.

For years, Martha had imagined such a moment.

She thought it would feel satisfying.

It did not.

Pain acknowledged was still pain.

But something heavy inside Martha shifted.

Abigail looked at her.

"I'm sorry."

Martha did not immediately answer.

An apology did not rebuild years.

It did not erase fear.

It did not create trust.

Finally, Martha said, "I believe you're sorry today."

Abigail nodded shakily.

"Is that enough?"

"No."

The honesty surprised both of them.

Martha sat down.

"But it may be enough to start becoming someone different."

Abigail looked toward the window.

"Where would I go?"

Martha had thought about that.

"Silverton's church needs someone to manage the winter relief pantry."

Abigail almost laughed.

"You want me to work?"

"Yes."

"I ran a boarding house."

"Then you're qualified."

"I'll have to answer to the church committee."

"Yes."

Abigail looked offended.

Martha waited.

Then slowly Abigail said, "When?"

"Monday."

She accepted.

Not gracefully.

But she accepted.

Callum helped move her into a rented room behind the church two weeks later.

As they drove home, Martha leaned against him.

"Think I was cruel?"

"No."

"Too soft?"

"No."

"How can both answers be no?"

"Because you made your own choice."

Martha smiled.

Later that summer, she received another letter.

From Clementine.

Dear Martha,

Mother wrote me.

I almost fainted when she said she was working.

Martha laughed aloud.

The letter continued.

I owe you an apology too.

I was cruel because Mother taught me that being chosen for beauty was the only kind of power a woman had.

I believed her.

In Denver, nobody cares whether I faint prettily.

They care whether I finish twelve dresses by Thursday.

I think I like this better.

Martha read that sentence twice.

At the end, Clementine wrote:

I am glad you found someone who sees you.

Then crossed out sees and replaced it.

No.

I am glad you found people who let you see yourself.

Martha cried.

That evening, Callum found her sitting on the porch.

He read the letter.

"Smart girl."

"She wasn't always."

"Neither was I."

"You?"

"I once believed I could live on boiled venison."

Martha laughed.

Callum sat beside her.

His hand rested lightly over hers.

"Anything else?"

Martha hesitated.

For several weeks, she had hidden something.

Not intentionally.

She simply wanted certainty.

Now she had it.

She took Callum's hand.

Placed it against her abdomen.

He frowned.

Then froze.

"Martha?"

She smiled.

"I visited Doctor Reeves yesterday."

Callum stared.

"Are you—"

"Yes."

For perhaps the first time since she had known him, Callum O'Rourke had no words.

His eyes filled.

Martha laughed.

"You look frightened."

"I am."

"So am I."

"Are you all right?"

"Doctor says I'm healthy."

"The baby?"

"Too early to tell much. But everything seems normal."

Callum knelt in front of her.

He pressed his forehead against her hands.

Martha ran her fingers through his hair.

After a moment he whispered, "I didn't know I wanted this so badly."

Martha's own tears fell.

"Neither did I."

Callum looked up.

"I love you."

The words were no longer difficult for him.

Martha touched his scar.

"I love you too."

Behind them, the cabin glowed with lamplight.

Inside, bread cooled on the table.

Curtains moved in the summer breeze.

Her blue wedding dress hung upstairs.

A tin containing her own savings rested beneath a floorboard Callum knew about but never touched.

Nothing about the home resembled the life Martha had once believed she deserved.

But one final piece of her past remained unfinished.

Months later, as winter began returning to the mountains, Martha would receive notice from Wyoming.

The investigation into Horace Grimsby's labor camps had ended.

And with it came a decision that would bring Martha back to Bitter Creek one last time.

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